A bit hurt...
i know that's not your fault
not your word
but it's already happened
can't you just ignore that?
what you have done after you saw that
i can't say anything or complain
but just don't say anything
why can't you do that?
please just keep quiet
don't say anything that might hurt me
i'm trying hard to forget
i'm trying hard to be myself
so please
just stay there
don't do anything
don't say anything
if you really care about me
then u will found that i become silence when you say that kind of words
but you din't
should i feel happy that you don't care
or i should be upset?
i am trying to follow his advice
just focus in something that i need
Jesus
if he is the one that You give me
if You want me to take the challenge
i will accept
but if
You are preparing the better one for me
please let me listen to Your words
please give me strength to let go
I'm always in Your way
